I have been left again today. Well, I was so sad to be left by my one and only beloved boy friend. He is not an ordinary boy friend. He’s not just like the other friends of mine. He is my special one. Always and forever will.
He asked me out. No. Not really. I don’t know. I just feel like I want to go out with him so much. So, I just made a plan and asked him out. My plan is that I want to treat him some KFC Xmeal or A&W. If he wants both also can. Special person always get the best from me. But, I don’t know. Last night his mood was just okay. Unfortunately and so suddenly, his mood changes dramatically since I don’t know when – unnoticeable, really. I know that he is a kind of an unpredictable person but today was just soooooo unpredicted! And I felt like a biggest loser ever!
I told him more than once last night that we are going to Jusco Bukit Indah tomorrow, which is today. I told him more than once because he said that he forgot about what I just said. I felt a little bit small-hearted but insist myself to just let it go because I don’t want to have any fight again with him. I hate when we fight over small matters. So, we both agreed to go out to Jusco Bukit Indah today. I just confirmed the time this morning. But he just said okay. So I just so excited and nervous like always knowing that I will be soon meeting my love.
But when I went into his car, I don’t know. There was an uneasy feeling in me. It’s not that he was the reason I felt so; maybe just the environment inside the car.
Let’s make it short.
We both don’t know the way to our destination. But he said he’ll just try and I just said okay. Unfortunately, we got a wrong way for the first time. So, he said “I don’t know the way. Let’s just go back.” I said nothing. Then he called I-don’t-know-who on his phone. I just listened. After a few minutes, we arrived Jusco. Sadly, he walked behind me from car to the entering door to the shoe shop to the kids shop to the phone shop, almost everywhere. Not almost. But everyhwere! He also said that he was tired and he did looked tired. It hurts so deep inside my heart. He held his phone and sms with I-don’t-know who. So, it makes me feel like crying. I decided to send him an sms and told him to go in separate ways. We’ll meet during meal.
He didn’t reply me. I went to the toilet and cry. I sent him another sms. He did replied. He asked me to just go have meal and go back home after eat. I just said “Okay, wait for me.” After a few seconds, he sent me new sms. “I suddenly don’t feel like eating. We’ll meet at the parking. I’ll wait you in the car.”
Did Jusco just fell onto me?
I don’t know what else to say.
I replied, “It’s okay. You go back first. I am going to meet a friend here.” Yes, it was a lie. That was how a biggest loser made a lie.
He did go back home and left me. Ha ha ha ha. That’s all I want to share here.
Anyway, I still loving you, dear. Will always love you.
